I am so so so unbelievably sorry about neglecting Deviantart and all of you. I had so much going on and everything was hard to keep together and sadly I doubt that I'll ever be as active on here as I was when I first started. I have a few theories as to why I feel so anxious about logging on here and I forget if I mentioned it before, but Deviantart is where my ex and I bonded the most and given how controlling they were I think I must have subconsciously started to fear this website along with fearing them. I'm not going to go into too much detail about it, but I do want feedback.
I understand that a lot of you care about me and my well being and I feel horrible for shutting out this website as it is the only link between myself and some very close friends that I've made on here. I also understand that whenever I explain what has been going on in my life I usually ask that you don't give me sympathy or pity or anything like that mainly because I already understand what I have to do an